Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.
What's that sound? Its annoying. I groan and slowly force my eyes to open, only to shut them tightly again at the blinding lights shining down on me. That hurt. Really hurt. I shouldn't have tried to open my eyes so quickly. I must have been asleep a long time.
"He's waking up.."
Voices. Who do they belong to? Where am I? The last thing I remember comes rushing back. Mama.. Papa.. They let those men take me away from them without even fighting to save me. I grit my teeth. I should have known though. Ever since Kai was born. Little by little... I was ignored for him. Nothing I did was enough for either of my parents. Nothing.
Pain. Blinding, explodng pain.
I shoot up and cry out as pain swarms me even more from the movement. I open my eyes just a bit and peer around in a blurry manner. The lights are bright in here.
"He's sitting up. Amazing. His healing abilities are already making progress."
My what? Oh kami. What's happening here? Why do I feel like I got beat up really bad? I feel a hand pushing me to lay back down, but I struggle against it. Not smart. I whimper at the pain and lay down without another protest. I close my eyes again and simply listen. Wait. Did they stab me with something to make me react like I just had. These people are sick.
"His vitals are growing stronger. He was a perfect subject to pick for this. And this him being written off it will be like he never existed. What a wonderful peace. Now we can make him perfect," a female voice this time. I want to rip this lady's face off. How can she talk about me like I'm some..Some thing? I'm a person. Not a belonging. My head hurts. All of this is confusing. I was happy in my home, even if I was being ignored fo rthe new baby. I could have handled that. But now.. I know I can't ever go back. They don't want me if they allowed my name to be wiped from the family register.
Do they have to shine this light on me? Its a bit painful in all honesty.
'You complain alot, doki.'
I stiffen at the voice of a young female. Nice. Now I'm going insane.
'Not insane. I'm Kisu. Your interal program, doki.'
So Insane.
'Not insane!'
I wince as the female yells in my head. I open my eyes a bit and I see a bit of a blurry image before me. I can make out a smile and I smile a bit in return. Odd. I guess I'm seeing thing now.
'I'm Kisu-chan. You sleep now, Iku. You need to rest and heal, doki.'
I nod a bit and I allow myself to relax. Who Kisu really was I didn't truly understand just yet. But after I rest a bit I think I should be able to think again. Hopefully all the pain will be gone when I wake up again. I wonder if Kisu will also be there when I wake up. Even if its my own imagination. I want her to be there. Maybe.. She'l help me keep my sanity.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
A steady lulling lullaby. Iku. I wonder why Kisu called me that. But.. I like it.
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